{"id":5068,"date":"2011-01-04T20:31:42","date_gmt":"2011-01-04T19:31:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/?p=5068"},"modified":"2011-01-06T11:49:32","modified_gmt":"2011-01-06T10:49:32","slug":"a-dwindled-dawn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/?p=5068","title":{"rendered":"A dwindled dawn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have been on my own for over a week, as Val is spending grandmotherly time in Derby. In that time, I have spoken to two people who called at the house (a fireman from the local volunteer force who called to sell me their fundraising calendar, and the postwoman who delivered a package too big to fit in the mailbox). It&#8217;s been very calm, and the routine has been absorbing. I&#8217;ve not been at all bored, and I&#8217;ve managed to do some additional jobs with the digger that I had been meaning to get round to for ages.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps my bliss really consists of solitude?<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->But each day, I have looked forward to talking to Val on the phone, often for the best part of an hour. She and I have chatted online at intervals throughout the day. I have also exchanged internet messages and mails with a range of friends and family. So it seems as though I don&#8217;t want to be truly alone.<\/p>\n<p>Which reminds me of the famous American poet, Emily Dickinson. A lover of isolation to the point of weirdness . . .  and yet she wrote thousands of letters to friends. A quote from one of these letters seemed particularly appropriate today, as I struggled to capture an image of the solar eclipse. It would somehow have been better to have seen this together.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_5070\" style=\"width: 630px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/?attachment_id=5070\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-5070\" class=\"size-full wp-image-5070    \" title=\"Eclipse over Blancheti\u00e8re\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/IMG_0255_edited-2.jpg?resize=620%2C412\" alt=\"Solar eclipse\" width=\"620\" height=\"412\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/IMG_0255_edited-2.jpg?w=1024 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/IMG_0255_edited-2.jpg?resize=150%2C99 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.llamadharma.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/IMG_0255_edited-2.jpg?resize=512%2C340 512w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 620px) 100vw, 620px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-5070\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">&quot;Morning without you is a dwindled dawn&quot;<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been on my own for over a week, as Val is spending grandmotherly time in Derby. 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